Monday, September 28, 2009

Bukowski

    Being an English major in college, and an English teacher now, of course I love poetry. I used to be very, very into borderline obsessed with Sylvia Plath when I was about 15 and obsessed with Bukowski and Anne Sexton and all the rest of those amazing confessional poets throughout my adolescent and teen years. And hell, I'm still obsessed with my darling Plath and read the others as much as possible. I think reading that insane poetry made me a little odd growing up. I still can't figure out and remember how exactly I got into all of it, but I was terribly emo way before that silly term even existed, and I used to write insanely dark poetry quite often. It's funny because I think I always appeared happy but I had this weird little dark side to me that I reveled in. Now that I'm so happy most of the time, grown up and out of my coming-of-age emotions, it's hard for me to really sit down and write like I used to. I still do, but not as frequently. I read for at least two hours everyday though, and today I rediscovered this poem and it made me really happy, and sad, and feel weird. It reminds me of something from a long time ago.

    Do you have a favorite poet? I'd love to hear who you love.

    I'll leave with the poem I stumbled upon-

    some dogs who sleep at night
    must dream of bones
    and I remember your bones
    in flesh
    and best
    in that dark green dress
    and those high-heeled bright
    black shoes,
    you always cursed when you drank,
    your hair coming down you
    wanted to explode out of
    what was holding you:
    rotten memories of a
    rotten
    past, and
    you finally got
    out
    by dying,
    leaving me with the
    rotten
    present;
    you’ve been dead
    28 years
    yet I remember you
    better than any of
    the rest;
    you were the only one
    who understood
    the futility of the
    arrangement of
    life;
    all the others were only
    displeased with
    trivial segments,
    carped
    nonsensically about
    nonsense;
    Jane, you were
    killed by
    knowing too much.
    here’s a drink
    to your bones
    that
    this dog
    still
    dreams about.


    -Charles BukowskiSource URL: http://sweettattooforgirls.blogspot.com/2009/09/bukowski.html
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